"I was in a curious position in New York; it never occurred to me that I was living a real life there … I am not sure that it is possible for anyone brought up in the East to entirely appreciate what New York, the idea of New York, means to those of us who come out of the West and the South … New York was no mere city. It was instead an infinitely romantic notion, the mysterious nexus of all love and money and power, the shining and perishable dream itself. To think of ‘living’ there was to reduce the miraculous to the mundane; one does not ‘live’ at Xanadu … [I]t was a very long time indeed before I stopped believing in new faces and began to understand … that it is distinctly possible to stay too long at the fair."
Joan Didion, Farewell to the Enchanted City